If she wants to hate me, fine ... If she wants to get our MUTUAL friends to hate me, fine. I'll live, it's not like I matter anyways, it was going to happen eventually. I try to find a way to say sorry but no. THAT doesn't matter ... not one bit! I just said it out of momentary angst. She's not the only one who's in a bad mood but do I take it out on my friends NO! So I didn't appreciate how she was acting and I asked her to leave. I wanted to invite her back but no such luck, she wouldn't even hear of it. So now kohaku is mad at me (at least I think she is) so now I'm wrong. Wow, I feel like a total and complete bitch right now but nope, that doesn't matter. All that matters right now is that her feelings are hurt but whatever.

Ok so I'm seriously confuzzled!

And I want to shoot myself in the head. long story. anyway ... I MISS EVERYONE!!!

So it's another day ... yay.

So my boo and I had our 7 month anniversary YAY!!!

I miss all my friends, but they kinda have new friends (freshies) so I've been kinda out of the loop and it makes me a little sad but I'll live!

I'm very full, I had boston market .... ... ... ... I wonder if there's still cornbread.

hahaha RANDOMNESS! And I still need to RP Gakotenchi, is the website functional amber?

Wow it has really been a while. And I'm very proud because except for the two weeks at the end of the school year, matt and I have been together for 6 MONTHS!!! YAY!!!

Happy birthday Amber! I'll definitely be there! What do you want for your birthday?

My birthday is coming up too (Aug. 4) and I'm soooo looking forward to it.

Taking on my second job (1. Burger King 2. Genuardis) and lookin forward to it!!! (YAY INFLUX OF MONEY!!!!)

And that's about it, and a message to all my friends

HAKAS!!! AND CALL MEEEE!!!! ... it gets boring!

Never EVER date someone you go to school with!!!

Yea, btw, I'm gonna be depressed for the next few days. Sorry everyone.